Know what recovery looks like?
Fat
& better than Fat: HAPPY!
I won't pretend; everyday is not perfect, but I purge only few times a month, if at all.
And I will call that success.
I'm happy. My life is bigger than the scale and I am thankful for my mindset finally catching up.
I would LOVE to be back under 130, but I'm not willingly to sacrifice my sanity for it ever again.