Wahh, I'm fat.
I'm sick...again. fucking colds.
I don't know if I've mentioned this before, but I played the violin growing up. 15 years of practicing & participating in countless orchestras. Sure, I'm still playing, but playing alone just isn't the same so I don't really count the last 5+ years.
So, Teacher just learned this little factoid about me and in the sweetest gesture he bought tickets to the symphony. We're going Saturday to see a performance of Tchaikovsky's Romeo & Juliet. I haven't seen an orchestra/symphony live in years (although I have seen several musicals & ballets and I always end up watching the 'pit' instead of the stage...)
Teacher is also hoping I'll play for him someday, but I really don't think I can do it. Ever since he mentioned wanting to hear me play I can't even make it through my simple warm ups without fumbling! Oh, why must I be so insecure?