21 February 2011

142

at least I'm not continuing to gain, I was up to 146 for a bit...

I am supposed to meet with a clinic in town that has an outpatient treatment program, but I keep putting it off. It scares me to enter treatment, I don't really want to sit through therapy because I don't really want to deal with this disease. I just want it to leave.

Ending on a happy note: Friday is my last day at this shitty job! & I think I'm in love with the teacher. I know he loves me, but I'm still trying to find a way to believe I deserve it. & here is a pic of me & my best friend, without him who knows how lost I'd be.


5 comments:

Moonlight Mistress said...

Cute picture!

~MLM

Harlow B said...

awwwww you and your bestie look so cute.

I know how you feel about treatment... dealing with it is a frightening thought.

~ Harlow

Fed Up said...

Having a great man in my life has made all the difference in the world for me and believing I deserve him was a big hurdle for me too. Don't let him pass you by.

~Nessa~ said...

Eeee. Such an adorable picture!

K said...

i love love. everyone deserves to be happy!! keep it up :)