I am supposed to meet with a clinic in town that has an outpatient treatment program, but I keep putting it off. It scares me to enter treatment, I don't really want to sit through therapy because I don't really want to deal with this disease. I just want it to leave.
Ending on a happy note: Friday is my last day at this shitty job! & I think I'm in love with the teacher. I know he loves me, but I'm still trying to find a way to believe I deserve it. & here is a pic of me & my best friend, without him who knows how lost I'd be.
5 comments:
Cute picture!
~MLM
awwwww you and your bestie look so cute.
I know how you feel about treatment... dealing with it is a frightening thought.
~ Harlow
Having a great man in my life has made all the difference in the world for me and believing I deserve him was a big hurdle for me too. Don't let him pass you by.
Eeee. Such an adorable picture!
i love love. everyone deserves to be happy!! keep it up :)
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