I can not express how much I am loving this song:
chocolates & cigarettes *
I fucking hate being this size. I am done with it, I bought a 10lb weight vest and have started running in it. My knees hurt, but it feels worth the pain.
Most days I drink only protein shakes and when I cave and eat real food I always purge. I'm hoping someday the scale will reflect the minimal intake.
My teeth hurt again. They are really sensitive to cold & hot drinks and I fear they will be completely useless one day, but I can't stop.
I can't stop until I'm thin again.
*I do not smoke, but am absolutely addicted to chocolate...