Still bloated - fuck this stress, I'm seriously over it - can't it be November already and can't I just start living my life and be done with all the planning and complicated shit?
I stayed up until 2am because I couldn't fall asleep next to the husband and the dog wouldn't let me have the couch to myself.
I'm tired, I have a headache, I'm hungry and in a shitty mood today.
I'm really anxious about meeting the lawyer - I don't know what I'll do if he tells me I have to settle legal matters before I can move out because you know that could take months. It would absolutely break me down, the only thing keeping me going right now is the light at the end of the tunnel - Nov 1.
My birthday is the following Friday and my birthday present will be settling into my own apartment.
It just has to be.