23 September 2010

135

Not too bad, I'm down 4lbs for September.

It's amazing how not speaking with my husband also frees me from all of the fatty foods he likes to eat. No random pizza for dinner nights or requests for me to stop for fast food - it very well may be one of the best things about the dissolution of this marriage. I think if/when I date again I'll want to find some skinny vegan boy, who loves fasting. Oh yeah, I know, I dream big...

Too bad I'll probably be stuck at this weight for a bit since I'm without a 'babysitter' for the rest of the week, which means no running. That may be the worst part about me leaving - no one to watch the kid while I run, but there is an easy enough solution to that problem - I'll just have to 'splurge' on a gym membership with daycare options ;)

The other kind of sad part? I think he'll want to keep the dog. It was supposed to be his dog anyway, but I'm secretly hoping he'll 'burden' me with the responsibility of caring for our doberman.

10 comments:

v. said...

4lbs down for September, nice work (:

I hope everything works out with you and your marriage in the way that you want. And you should definitely splurge for the gym membership with daycare options- you deserve it!

Love,
xx v

Jamie said...

Congrats on the weight loss! I'm sure you can find an affordable gym with a daycare. Especially in this economy. Hope everything works out hun!

lily. said...

4lbs? congrats!
hang in there through all this. xo.

lauren said...

keep up the good work. :)

the gym is excellent motivation. all those skinny people sweating on machines and toweling their victories.

xxlauren.

Claire said...

There is no diet like the Divorce Diet!!

There are many more Dobermans to be had in the world.

Gym with daycare is good for you and your baby! Kids should be introduced to the gym at a young age.

Skinny Vegan boy? How about a guy who takes care of himself, or you, and loves you however you want to be!! He is out there!

MaryJane said...

Aw, I'm sorry he might keep your dog :( Moving out of my parents house sucked because I couldn't bring my dogs. I miss them so much and think about them everyday.

I'm glad you're keeping positive about this situation. I know it must be so fucking hard. You're amazing.

<3

VictoriaCrimson said...

Stay strong, Kel! You've got hella lotta support here :) Keep up the good work.

xo
Victoria

lovelybones said...

You're so strong, and you can do this

Almost.Skinny said...

Congratulations on the 4lb loss! Thats great! & you totally deserve a gym membership with a creche ;)
- Fingers crossed you get the dog xxx

Mich said...

Congrats on the 4 lbs!!! Good luck finding a good gym. Idk what it's like where you live, but there's so many around here, I wouldn't know where to start.
Have an awesome weekend, sweetie!!
xXx