08 September 2010


Things I did today:

- purged.

I hated it...but I kind of liked it too

- told my husband I loved him

he doesn't deserve my love

Why can't I seem to quit things I know are bad for me?


kazehana said...

loving your husband is a bad thing?

no one 'deserves' love. love is a free gift we choose to give or receive based on our own proclivities. if you love him, you love him. it isn't bad to love someone who is flawed so long as you recognize that that love you give belongs first and foremost to you, the giver.

as far as not quitting things which are bad for you goes, you'll quit doing that which is harmful when you love yourself enough to quit self-harming.

Anonymous said...

I love you! You deserve my love!